Maybe Iīm amazed by the way I need you...
Well, well, well... Letīs go again!
Letīs hear another history about a girl that wanted to make the things work but it was a very hard task to her, maybe īcause she was a fool, maybe īcause she was a dreamer.
Letīs talk about me, this girl that wants to have all the things right but sometimes thing go wrong and I always scrull the things up!
Anyway, Iīm sick of being busy most of the time, Iīm sick of not having time to be with a special person or my friends...
I didnīt have time to go out today, but I wanted to, but wishing is completely different than having. And I didnīt have lots of fun or a nice time today. I was at home preparing classes, studying, and etc etc etc
And once more Iīm feeling guilty īcause I know he got disappointed because of me of course.
Have u ever felt like seing the same scenes? Like living the same old history?
Yeah, Iīve just felt. And itīs not good, not at all.
I want to make the things right now, I really do, but why do we always have to fight against many things?
Itīs a relief to know that now Iīm free, that I can walk alone or with someone without being afraid, itīs such a good thing that itīs almost like a dream to me, itīs something new... Ok I felt like this before but it was a long time ago that I forgot how good was it...
But now I have to, I need to, I must get some time and enjoy myself and go out with my friends and have a special time near my sweetie boy - that Iīm sure heīs upset!!! Please, donīt feel down or donīt think Iīm leaving, īcause I am not. I know I let you down īcause we didnīt see each other this weekend, please, sorry! Iīm so sorry.
Creitu: Sorry!
Ok, I wrote too much and Iīm spending my time here in front of this pc and I need to finish my classes...
Just this ok. Iīm just a little bit down īcause I watched "13 Going On 30".