How ordinary is the life!
How could it be something amazing and so complicated at the same time!

Thoughs kill me as time goes by.
Thoughs kill me and I have no condition to fight.
I tried to be different, I tried to be somebody else
I tried to change, I tried my best, but I´m still myself
I killed my feelings, I killed my heart, I killed my soul
Now I´m trying so hard to stand up, I´m trying it so
There is no way out, I am lost and completely alone
But I still have my words, exactly like I had´em before
Let´s continue, or should I stop having the same dream?
I´m just asking you an ordinary favor, stop making me scream.
I don´t to be rude, I don´t want to do same damn thing
I just want to know myself, as the same way as you think.

Noooww, I´m okay. I´m not sad, I´m not feeling such pain, I had just to write something and I remembered an old time, that one that I used to be complicated and confused! (Okay, complicated and confused, what´s it the f**** difference between´em??? There is NO difference, I know).
Just writing, just it...